well first of all MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!even though its the day after.well this will be my last blog for a couple of days because my computer is messed up.so im at my grandmas and im leaving today.so i just wanted to tell everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

Thought these were cute so i thought i would say Merry Christmas early.i will see you all at church on Sunday!!!

my update

im doing a little better.the pain is getting worse but they said it would before it gets better.i just hope the steriods kick in fast!!!im still swollen and cant button my pants,which it makes me look 10x the size i really am.i went christmas shopping today and got alot accommplished.i did a little to much walkin and im stiff now because it hurts to move!!!but it will get better and i CANT WAIT UNTIL CHRISTMAS!!!but yeah thats my update!and if anybody sees lisa tell her i hope she is doing good!

my doctor visit...

i went and had my epiderual done today and it was not fun.i am in so much pain right now it is crazy.i was so scared to get it done.they numbed me but i could still feel it.i didnt cry though.im proud of myself.i prayed before i went in there.and i did better than i thought i would of.so its all done and over with now.thats all that matters.i just hope i dont have to have it done again!

SANTA'S REDNECK WORKSHOP!!

I thought this was so cool.this was also at that place.this is suppose to be santas workshop.if that aint redneck i dont know what it is.lol

4 acres of CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!!!

so my mom and step dad found this place that has 4 ACRES OF CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!!!it amazing.you can sit in your car and or you can walk around the thing.i did both.its so cool!they have a radio station you turn on in your car and they have it playing out there...well what happens is they lights flash to the beat of the music.its really cool.and they have a nativity set out and they play the song do you know what i know and as they say each piece,like if they said baby jesus,he would light up.it was so cool.and it told bible story and they had like charlie brown askin one of the girls why we celebrate christmas and she tells why.its really cool.i loved it.i tried to get the whole place from the road,thats what the bottom picture is.but i loved it!

so i cut all my hair off.i'm not used to it yet.but its ok.i was wanting to do what mirm did and give it to locks of love but when she cut it i was like 2 in. short from being able to donate it.but i plan on growing it back out and donating it.the only thing i dont like about it is that i cant pull it up without a bunch of hair falling down:(but o well.

its ok i guess.love ya guys!

Amazing

church was amazing today.Hailey got saved someone got baptized and it was just amazing.and ashley norman really knows how to get to you through prayer and her just makes you realize how has happened to you and that you can change if you just believe.i got prayed for today and i feel so good now its crazy what God can do to you in just a couple hours.and i just want to thank everybody for praying for me today.my family doesnt go to church and everybody else that goes to cfc has family there.and for the longest time i sort a felt out of place because i didnt have any family there and then i realized.you guys are my family.Kevin brought me to a church that has people that treat me like one of there children.and i love that.im so glad that im going to church and that im becoming closer to God.even if i have to drive 2 hours to go to church...i refuse to go to another one.lol.you guys are amaziing.and i just thank God that he had brought me to you guys.

and i just want to say thanks angie for the advise.you know what advise im talkin about.

i love you all!!!