Me and My step brother Mason

this is me and my brother mason.we were shooting bb guns and the picture below is use shooting at the cup and the one under that is the cup when we got done with it.it was pretty messed up.lol.we had fun though. so im glad it was a nice day outAND NOT RAINING!!!! lol.well i just thought i would share this with you.love you guys and i miss you guys.see you this coming weekend.

this is me and mason before mom made us move into the yard(they didnt want use to be in the way incase someone came up the drive)....

This is the cup after we got done with it.

Rain

i dont like the weather right now.it has rained 2 days straight.i wouldnt care if i could go out in play in it.i dont want to get sick.i just wish the sun would come out. it just makes the days so blah...

Thanks....

thanks for always being here for me,loving me for who i am,laughing with me and at me,being stupid together,for the love of your whole family,for church, for bringing me closer to God,for making me realize who I really am,for getting mad at me for being someone im not,for telling me the truth when i ask you if i look like i gained weight,for tellin me if my hair is messed up or my clothes dont look right.im thankful that i know that you will always be here for me when i need someone, or give good advice, or tell me who i can talk to that can help me with my problems if your not around.you are my best friend and i love you so much. you have brought me so close to God and to all of my new family at CFC!!!!if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be the person i am today.i love everybody at church and its all because of you. thanks so much.love ya big buddy!!!

Adding on...

this is adding on to what cortney was saying about the important things in life. she is so right about everything she wrote. we need to hold on to everything important to us because i believe thats what makes us whole...all the little sleep over,holidays,girls night out,the songs that make you laugh,smile,frown,or cry because they remind of a time in your life or thats was playing at a special time in your life, and all the memories of all the boyfriends or girlfriends you've ever had.thats what i think.because te people you do that stuff with arent going to be here all the time and you want something to hang on to.like when i got saved at church and i can remember kevin standing there with me holding my hand.i will always remember that.and that makes me happy that i can look back on that and tell my kids about it and i think that is whats special toever single one of us.all the memories we have play a special part in our lives and it makes us whole.its like the best times are the ones God wants you to remember not that bad ones.i think we remember the best things in life because God wants us to.aleast thats what i think.now its your turn....
what do you think? you tell me if you agree or disagree.

What girls want from there guys

-DONT ACT LIKE A PLAYER IN FRONT OF HER WHEN UR WITH UR FRIENDS
-CALL HER NAMES LIKE BABY, BABE, SWEET HEART, OR BABY GIRL
-MESS WITH HER HAIR
-GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN
-LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.
-KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS.
-TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL.
-L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER.
-LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.
-JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER.
-INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0.
-F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.
-L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE.
-TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P.
-H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.
-WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER.
-LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS.
-GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.
-TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK.
-STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK.
-WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER
-KISS HER F0REHEAD.
-GIVE HER THE W0RLD.
-WRITE HER LETTERS.
-LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES.
-WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER.
-LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT.
-LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS.
-KISS HER IN THE RAIN.
-CALL HER EVERY NIGHT.
-AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH HER, TELL HER.
-AND WHEN Y0U D0 TELL HER. L0VE HER LIKE Y0U NEVER L0VED BEF0RE.

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

i'm not ready for the cold weather:( i want it to be sunny and warm so i can where my flip-flops and shorts and tank tops...its is sooooo cold down here.this is a picture of a tree at my house and i took this in the middle of September.its so crazy....it is suppose to be 28 degrees tomorrow.thats so crazy!!!!the only good thing about the winter time is Christmas...because we get to celebrate Christ birthday and we get presents.but thats the only thing!!!!i just want it to be warm again.

Grandma Benge

well as some of you know kevins Grandma Benge(Toni's mom)is in the hospital for almost 4 days now and they cant figure out what is wrong.one minute shes fine and the next minute shes not doin to good.so if you all will please pray for her and his whole family right now because i know it must be really hard on them.so if you would just pray for them and especially her.I love ya Grandma!!!thanks guys:)

A Poem For Best Friends

FOR THE BEST FRIENDS

seems how everybody needs a best firend right now... i thought this poem could pretty much explains what everyone has to say to there best friends and it probably describes there friendship.

For My Best Friend

This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO.....?ME!!!

so...today is my 17th birthday.and this is me and my little brother at our birthday together.i think God everyday that i am alive for all the things in my life.and im just thinkful for all the people in my life.and i am just in such a good mood.i dont really have anything to say.so everybody have a good rest of the day.and God bless you all.love ya

God is powerful...

well i really wanted to go fishin before it got cold but i missed my chance because it is cold!!!i dont like the cold weather.

but anyway to the real thing....pray for cortney and all of will's family because it has got to be tough...i just went to step grandpas, i guess you could say he is my granpa,funeral and i was all upset but God has a plan for him up there so it is bettertodo what Gods wish is.they told a true story about how he was gambling one night and he had been drinking and he was shootin crabs and held his hand up and went to toss the dice and his hand wouldnt go down and he looked at the guys and said im done.and he was winning too.he said he knew that the Lord was tellin him that it was time to straightin up and ever since then he went to everything that had todowith church.i guess that just shows you how powerful God is.i didnt know what to think whenthey told me that story.alls i could say was "wow".it made me realize alot of things.

CFC RETREAT!!!!!!

WOW.....I HAD A BLAST!!!! the CFC retreat was so much fun.even though it rained we still had fun.and now my mom is having fun doing all of my muddy-wet laundry.lol!but it was still so much fun. us girls had alot of fun.we went out and played in mud puttles and went on trails and me and Amy got in a sort of mud fight.i started it and then she through onje and we were done but it was soooo much fun. the i think the funniest thing was seeing Pastor Bill go after Kevin.lol!that was great. it was really great though sittin around the camp fire of all hours of the night and just talkin to my best friend. i tell you what though my leg is killin me from walkin so much without the cruches.ive had them things for a week and i didnt use them at all.it was really funny seein me and Abby tryin to climb this really steep hill....i fell up the hill and then slide down....can you picture that.i had alot of fun though.i cant wait until next year!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH....I DONT HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY!!!!JUST PHYSICAL THEROPY.IM SO HAPPY.I DONT LIKE BEING PUT TO SLEEP FOR ANYTHING.GOD DOES WONDERS.JESSIE ALEXANDER PRAYED FOR ME AND SAID EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE AND NOW I DONT HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY!!!!IM SO HAPPY

maybe not.... :(

i might not be able to go on the retreat because if the doctor doesnt call and tell me whats wrong then we have to wait and mom doesnt want me to be walking on it like i have been because by walkin on it im makin it worse.so im might not be able to go.but im suppose to find out tomorrow what is wrong and if i have to have surgery:(so i hope i get to go because kevin told me how much fun it is.i would hate to miss out.

i cant wait for the RETREAT!!!!!!!!

i dont know.....

well....things are starting to get a little better.i never thought i could get through me and kevin breaking up.but being able to talk to people would make it alot better.so we sat down and talked about it and after i cried i felt alot better because i just spilt my guts to him and he stayed strong and that made it alot easier.we bothhave been prayin alot lately and its really startin to help.and i was always thinkin about us breakin up and he told me if you dont stop worrying your goin kill yourself.and i prayed and prayed the night that he took me home and i can actually say that im really glad that we are stil best friends and im glad he has found a new friend because he seems alot happier now.i will still be upset but God has helped alot.and i wouldn't have been able to accept the break up with Him and havin kevin to talk to.God is a big part of my life now and im really glad that kevin helped me find Him.Hes been a big help.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em outI’m not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to doIt’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I’m doin’ ItIt’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away show the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to doWhat hurts the most was beingso closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to do

i cant really explain what im writing but only one person knows what im talkin about.i cant seem to get this one thing about this one person off my head.ive never had this problem before.i tried to help this person and they were grateful for that and it really helped them out.but it made me feel worse.im the type of person that LOVES to help people out no matterwho they are and what they need help with and after i help them i usually feel good about.but this time i didnt.and i kidda know why but then again i dont.life is really tough and sometimes i wish there was an easy button for things.but then we wouldnt learn from things.i dont know if this maks any since to you guys but how about a little advice if it does.love ya

well i just got back from Dale Hallow and thats why i havent blogged in the last few days.i went fishing but i only caught these little fish.i went tubing and road jet skis!!! it was so mych fun but i fell off the tub and was flung across the water and it hurt.so im really sore now.but i had a BLAST!!!! i have bruises all over my knees from fallin off the tube.lol.well i will probablysee you guys on Sunday at Church.love ya.Annie

blah.....

have you ever had just one of those days where you just want lay around and do nothing? well i have and i have just had alot of things on my mind and its just kind of stressing.the picture pretty much explains it all.lol.well i went job hunting today and im really only doing that so i can get a car.i went to 3 different places. and then school is already become a pain.and if you know me i worry about everything.and ive been doing that alot lately.i dont want to go into detail some of you already know.but going to church and praying is helping alot and knowing that i have people here for me to talk to and give advice to me and that really helps to.but anyways enough about me.sorry i havent been blogging lately.i promise i will make a part of my routine again.well it will be 2 or three weeks before i see you guys again because im going to DALE HOLLOW!!! it will be alot of fun.and then my sister has to get her senior pictures taken but we might come down after that.so i will see you guys later.love ya

im back

well i got a new computer so now i can blog again.i dont really know what to say.i started school on the 10th so thats been keeping me busy. i hope all is well with everybody and i will see you all at church on sunday!love ya