God is powerful...

well i really wanted to go fishin before it got cold but i missed my chance because it is cold!!!i dont like the cold weather.

but anyway to the real thing....pray for cortney and all of will's family because it has got to be tough...i just went to step grandpas, i guess you could say he is my granpa,funeral and i was all upset but God has a plan for him up there so it is bettertodo what Gods wish is.they told a true story about how he was gambling one night and he had been drinking and he was shootin crabs and held his hand up and went to toss the dice and his hand wouldnt go down and he looked at the guys and said im done.and he was winning too.he said he knew that the Lord was tellin him that it was time to straightin up and ever since then he went to everything that had todowith church.i guess that just shows you how powerful God is.i didnt know what to think whenthey told me that story.alls i could say was "wow".it made me realize alot of things.

CFC RETREAT!!!!!!

WOW.....I HAD A BLAST!!!! the CFC retreat was so much fun.even though it rained we still had fun.and now my mom is having fun doing all of my muddy-wet laundry.lol!but it was still so much fun. us girls had alot of fun.we went out and played in mud puttles and went on trails and me and Amy got in a sort of mud fight.i started it and then she through onje and we were done but it was soooo much fun. the i think the funniest thing was seeing Pastor Bill go after Kevin.lol!that was great. it was really great though sittin around the camp fire of all hours of the night and just talkin to my best friend. i tell you what though my leg is killin me from walkin so much without the cruches.ive had them things for a week and i didnt use them at all.it was really funny seein me and Abby tryin to climb this really steep hill....i fell up the hill and then slide down....can you picture that.i had alot of fun though.i cant wait until next year!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH....I DONT HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY!!!!JUST PHYSICAL THEROPY.IM SO HAPPY.I DONT LIKE BEING PUT TO SLEEP FOR ANYTHING.GOD DOES WONDERS.JESSIE ALEXANDER PRAYED FOR ME AND SAID EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE AND NOW I DONT HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY!!!!IM SO HAPPY

maybe not.... :(

i might not be able to go on the retreat because if the doctor doesnt call and tell me whats wrong then we have to wait and mom doesnt want me to be walking on it like i have been because by walkin on it im makin it worse.so im might not be able to go.but im suppose to find out tomorrow what is wrong and if i have to have surgery:(so i hope i get to go because kevin told me how much fun it is.i would hate to miss out.

i cant wait for the RETREAT!!!!!!!!

i dont know.....

well....things are starting to get a little better.i never thought i could get through me and kevin breaking up.but being able to talk to people would make it alot better.so we sat down and talked about it and after i cried i felt alot better because i just spilt my guts to him and he stayed strong and that made it alot easier.we bothhave been prayin alot lately and its really startin to help.and i was always thinkin about us breakin up and he told me if you dont stop worrying your goin kill yourself.and i prayed and prayed the night that he took me home and i can actually say that im really glad that we are stil best friends and im glad he has found a new friend because he seems alot happier now.i will still be upset but God has helped alot.and i wouldn't have been able to accept the break up with Him and havin kevin to talk to.God is a big part of my life now and im really glad that kevin helped me find Him.Hes been a big help.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em outI’m not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to doIt’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I’m doin’ ItIt’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away show the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to doWhat hurts the most was beingso closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to do

i cant really explain what im writing but only one person knows what im talkin about.i cant seem to get this one thing about this one person off my head.ive never had this problem before.i tried to help this person and they were grateful for that and it really helped them out.but it made me feel worse.im the type of person that LOVES to help people out no matterwho they are and what they need help with and after i help them i usually feel good about.but this time i didnt.and i kidda know why but then again i dont.life is really tough and sometimes i wish there was an easy button for things.but then we wouldnt learn from things.i dont know if this maks any since to you guys but how about a little advice if it does.love ya

well i just got back from Dale Hallow and thats why i havent blogged in the last few days.i went fishing but i only caught these little fish.i went tubing and road jet skis!!! it was so mych fun but i fell off the tub and was flung across the water and it hurt.so im really sore now.but i had a BLAST!!!! i have bruises all over my knees from fallin off the tube.lol.well i will probablysee you guys on Sunday at Church.love ya.Annie