God is powerful...

well i really wanted to go fishin before it got cold but i missed my chance because it is cold!!!i dont like the cold weather.

but anyway to the real thing....pray for cortney and all of will's family because it has got to be tough...i just went to step grandpas, i guess you could say he is my granpa,funeral and i was all upset but God has a plan for him up there so it is bettertodo what Gods wish is.they told a true story about how he was gambling one night and he had been drinking and he was shootin crabs and held his hand up and went to toss the dice and his hand wouldnt go down and he looked at the guys and said im done.and he was winning too.he said he knew that the Lord was tellin him that it was time to straightin up and ever since then he went to everything that had todowith church.i guess that just shows you how powerful God is.i didnt know what to think whenthey told me that story.alls i could say was "wow".it made me realize alot of things.

CFC RETREAT!!!!!!

WOW.....I HAD A BLAST!!!! the CFC retreat was so much fun.even though it rained we still had fun.and now my mom is having fun doing all of my muddy-wet laundry.lol!but it was still so much fun. us girls had alot of fun.we went out and played in mud puttles and went on trails and me and Amy got in a sort of mud fight.i started it and then she through onje and we were done but it was soooo much fun. the i think the funniest thing was seeing Pastor Bill go after Kevin.lol!that was great. it was really great though sittin around the camp fire of all hours of the night and just talkin to my best friend. i tell you what though my leg is killin me from walkin so much without the cruches.ive had them things for a week and i didnt use them at all.it was really funny seein me and Abby tryin to climb this really steep hill....i fell up the hill and then slide down....can you picture that.i had alot of fun though.i cant wait until next year!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH....I DONT HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY!!!!JUST PHYSICAL THEROPY.IM SO HAPPY.I DONT LIKE BEING PUT TO SLEEP FOR ANYTHING.GOD DOES WONDERS.JESSIE ALEXANDER PRAYED FOR ME AND SAID EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE AND NOW I DONT HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY!!!!IM SO HAPPY

maybe not.... :(

i might not be able to go on the retreat because if the doctor doesnt call and tell me whats wrong then we have to wait and mom doesnt want me to be walking on it like i have been because by walkin on it im makin it worse.so im might not be able to go.but im suppose to find out tomorrow what is wrong and if i have to have surgery:(so i hope i get to go because kevin told me how much fun it is.i would hate to miss out.

i cant wait for the RETREAT!!!!!!!!

i dont know.....

well....things are starting to get a little better.i never thought i could get through me and kevin breaking up.but being able to talk to people would make it alot better.so we sat down and talked about it and after i cried i felt alot better because i just spilt my guts to him and he stayed strong and that made it alot easier.we bothhave been prayin alot lately and its really startin to help.and i was always thinkin about us breakin up and he told me if you dont stop worrying your goin kill yourself.and i prayed and prayed the night that he took me home and i can actually say that im really glad that we are stil best friends and im glad he has found a new friend because he seems alot happier now.i will still be upset but God has helped alot.and i wouldn't have been able to accept the break up with Him and havin kevin to talk to.God is a big part of my life now and im really glad that kevin helped me find Him.Hes been a big help.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em outI’m not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to doIt’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I’m doin’ ItIt’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away show the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to doWhat hurts the most was beingso closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to do

i cant really explain what im writing but only one person knows what im talkin about.i cant seem to get this one thing about this one person off my head.ive never had this problem before.i tried to help this person and they were grateful for that and it really helped them out.but it made me feel worse.im the type of person that LOVES to help people out no matterwho they are and what they need help with and after i help them i usually feel good about.but this time i didnt.and i kidda know why but then again i dont.life is really tough and sometimes i wish there was an easy button for things.but then we wouldnt learn from things.i dont know if this maks any since to you guys but how about a little advice if it does.love ya

well i just got back from Dale Hallow and thats why i havent blogged in the last few days.i went fishing but i only caught these little fish.i went tubing and road jet skis!!! it was so mych fun but i fell off the tub and was flung across the water and it hurt.so im really sore now.but i had a BLAST!!!! i have bruises all over my knees from fallin off the tube.lol.well i will probablysee you guys on Sunday at Church.love ya.Annie

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have you ever had just one of those days where you just want lay around and do nothing? well i have and i have just had alot of things on my mind and its just kind of stressing.the picture pretty much explains it all.lol.well i went job hunting today and im really only doing that so i can get a car.i went to 3 different places. and then school is already become a pain.and if you know me i worry about everything.and ive been doing that alot lately.i dont want to go into detail some of you already know.but going to church and praying is helping alot and knowing that i have people here for me to talk to and give advice to me and that really helps to.but anyways enough about me.sorry i havent been blogging lately.i promise i will make a part of my routine again.well it will be 2 or three weeks before i see you guys again because im going to DALE HOLLOW!!! it will be alot of fun.and then my sister has to get her senior pictures taken but we might come down after that.so i will see you guys later.love ya

im back

well i got a new computer so now i can blog again.i dont really know what to say.i started school on the 10th so thats been keeping me busy. i hope all is well with everybody and i will see you all at church on sunday!love ya

My Baby

This is my baby and I dont think anybody could pull this look off.lol.by the look of this picture i guess you could say that they had alot of fun on the trip.now what he is doing in this picture i couldnt tell you.just thought i would share this funny picture with you.

Saved

I GOT SAVED!!!!last sunday all of us kids became alot closer to God and it felt awesome!im so glad i gave my heart to God and im glad i had Kevin by my side the whole time.i dont think i would of done if it wasnt for him.he can tell when i really want to do something i get really nerves and he will push me to do it.and i was really nervous and he pushed me to go.and im really glad he did.i love you kevin

HE'S BACK!!!!

yeah!!!!he's back.im so happy now because kevin is BACK!!!!now i get to see him this weekend.im trying to talk him in to going to the drive in.that would be really fun.we went the saturday be he left,it was fun.im just so happy he is back.

I MISS MY BABY!why did he have to leave?i am going to go crazy right along with cortney.i have hardly talked to him cause he is fishing and i dont want to bother him.and it would be so bad if i wasnt up here.because if i wasnt up here it would just be me missin him like always but i am up here and he isnt here with me and i miss him so much.me means so much to me and i just miss him so much.i wish this week would go by really fast.

Lindsay Marie Locker

ISN'T SHE THE CUTEST?! i havent got to see her yet but she will be @ Kevin's open house i think.i cant wait to see her.she is so adorable. i got this picture fro the hospital website. toni has ones from the hospital when she saw her and she is just the cutest thing ever.i cant wait to see her and pinch those chubby cheeks!

God's Cake

Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake" "Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way , they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful! God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart.Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.

It's A Girl!!!

Well, i just got off the phone with Toni and Kevin's sister in law Lacy just had a little girl!!so Kevin is an uncle for the 5th time.her name is Lindsey Marie Locker.I can't wait to see her.i'm just glad its not a boy.dont get me wrong I love those 4 rotten redneck boys to death but there needs to be a little girl in the family.I can't wait until this weekend.uncle kevin better take me to see her.lol.im just jokin baby.i love you.she weights 8lbs.and i am just so happy.

Well, his wish came true. today was his last day of school and his last year of high school.I'm so glad that I have got to spend the last 2 well almost 2 years of my life with Kevin. he has taught me and helped me with some much stuff in my life.I'm glad that i got to spend the last 2 years of his high school years.I've got to watch him really suceed in some much and it has really been a blessing to have him in my life.it will take alot for us to keep this relationship going but I really believe we can do it.I dont think it would be so hard if i was up there but we are going to try are hardest to keep this going.I love Kevin so much and I am so proud of him. I wish that I would have been there this year to spend his last year with him. he has been such an inspiration to me.and he is a big part of my life and i hope he always will be.I look forward to sharing his special day and hopefully my life with you.I love you Kevin and I'm so proud of you!love Annie

im back

hey everybody i finally got my computer working so i can post again.but i really dont have anything to say. this weekend i am going to see kevin and go to cortneys open house and then church and home.so i will see you all this weekend.love ya