well first of all MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!even though its the day after.well this will be my last blog for a couple of days because my computer is messed up.so im at my grandmas and im leaving today.so i just wanted to tell everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

Thought these were cute so i thought i would say Merry Christmas early.i will see you all at church on Sunday!!!

my update

im doing a little better.the pain is getting worse but they said it would before it gets better.i just hope the steriods kick in fast!!!im still swollen and cant button my pants,which it makes me look 10x the size i really am.i went christmas shopping today and got alot accommplished.i did a little to much walkin and im stiff now because it hurts to move!!!but it will get better and i CANT WAIT UNTIL CHRISTMAS!!!but yeah thats my update!and if anybody sees lisa tell her i hope she is doing good!

my doctor visit...

i went and had my epiderual done today and it was not fun.i am in so much pain right now it is crazy.i was so scared to get it done.they numbed me but i could still feel it.i didnt cry though.im proud of myself.i prayed before i went in there.and i did better than i thought i would of.so its all done and over with now.thats all that matters.i just hope i dont have to have it done again!

SANTA'S REDNECK WORKSHOP!!

I thought this was so cool.this was also at that place.this is suppose to be santas workshop.if that aint redneck i dont know what it is.lol

4 acres of CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!!!

so my mom and step dad found this place that has 4 ACRES OF CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!!!it amazing.you can sit in your car and or you can walk around the thing.i did both.its so cool!they have a radio station you turn on in your car and they have it playing out there...well what happens is they lights flash to the beat of the music.its really cool.and they have a nativity set out and they play the song do you know what i know and as they say each piece,like if they said baby jesus,he would light up.it was so cool.and it told bible story and they had like charlie brown askin one of the girls why we celebrate christmas and she tells why.its really cool.i loved it.i tried to get the whole place from the road,thats what the bottom picture is.but i loved it!

so i cut all my hair off.i'm not used to it yet.but its ok.i was wanting to do what mirm did and give it to locks of love but when she cut it i was like 2 in. short from being able to donate it.but i plan on growing it back out and donating it.the only thing i dont like about it is that i cant pull it up without a bunch of hair falling down:(but o well.

its ok i guess.love ya guys!

Amazing

church was amazing today.Hailey got saved someone got baptized and it was just amazing.and ashley norman really knows how to get to you through prayer and her just makes you realize how has happened to you and that you can change if you just believe.i got prayed for today and i feel so good now its crazy what God can do to you in just a couple hours.and i just want to thank everybody for praying for me today.my family doesnt go to church and everybody else that goes to cfc has family there.and for the longest time i sort a felt out of place because i didnt have any family there and then i realized.you guys are my family.Kevin brought me to a church that has people that treat me like one of there children.and i love that.im so glad that im going to church and that im becoming closer to God.even if i have to drive 2 hours to go to church...i refuse to go to another one.lol.you guys are amaziing.and i just thank God that he had brought me to you guys.

and i just want to say thanks angie for the advise.you know what advise im talkin about.

i love you all!!!

Best Friends....?

i think that everybody has that one special guy or girl,maybe even both,that they can tell all there secrets to.the one you share all your memories with, you meet at a pizza place and sit there until the place closes and all ya get done sayin is remember when and then the funny story that comes after that. the one you grow up with and when you get old and your sittin there a rockin in a rockin chair you can still have that one special person you call your best friend.the one you can call when you had a fight with your boyfriend/girlfriend and they can say i know what your going through because they've been there before.it helps to have that person with you all the time.i grew up with a girl from k-9th grade and when i moved we didnt talk for like a year and now some special to me has brought us back together,in a very weird, but special way,and i love them for that.all you ladys can relate to the little moving picture up there.lol.well i've never done the frozen bra thing but you know what i mean....i my best friend i've known since i was 3 her name is bailey(not the one i just got done talking about)...well her and my sister grew up together and then she lived with us for 2 years.well the first time i ever went over to her house with my sister,her and my sister were like "lets play cowboys and indians."and of course i said yes.well they said"you get to be the indian"and of course i agreed again.well i didnt expect what happened next.they tied me to a tree and left me there the rest of the day.the would walk me to the bathroom and then take me right back out to the tree and i couldnt get away there was 2 of them....well they finally let me go because mom called and said that she was on her way to get me.and they said that if i told then they would do it again.so i didnt tell.

anyways.here's the question for you....thank about that one memory that always comes to mind when you thank of your best friend and share it.ok. love ya guys!!!

just want to fill you in...

well to start off HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYBODY!!!!well angie asked me to update on my back and i got the MRI back and i have a herniated disk.i had to have x-rays done so that the spine specialist could see it from a different view and he is sending me to have an epidural done on the 13 of december.which i am not looking forward to.and that is suppose to help releave the pain so that i can do physical theropy.and if that helps then i can get another epidural done so that i can finish phyiscal theropy.but if it doesnt help then i have to have surgery.sohopefully it works.thanks for prayin for me.love ya

so im taking hunters education online so that i can go hunting next year.my brother doesnt believe i can do it...so im just going to prove hime wrong.im a little nervous but im sure it will be fun.i cant wait.im not going to be able to take it unitl next year though becuase it takes 2months for them to send the license to you.but thats long enough for me because then i will have time to practice.it going to be so much fun.hopefully my first deer will be a big buck.

My bad luck...

well i have to go and get another MRI done tomorrow because they think i messed the disks up in my back and i guess when you do that it will shoot pain through your legs....well thats why my knee isnt healing becausing my back is messed up.so if there is something reallly wrong then i have to go and see a spin specialist and have surgery on my back....im just not having very good luck.i just pray that everything will turn out ok and i wont have to have surgery.

Advice please...

thats what someone once said to me...if its meant to be then it will happen.i dontreally kow what to say.i just cant get something off my mind.i've tried talking to people,prayin about it.there's got to be something i'm doing wrong.i need advice from the people that i know give it really good. how do you get over something you love...or someone?if you would just please keep me in your prayers.i just want to get over this because its killin me.

Me and My step brother Mason

this is me and my brother mason.we were shooting bb guns and the picture below is use shooting at the cup and the one under that is the cup when we got done with it.it was pretty messed up.lol.we had fun though. so im glad it was a nice day outAND NOT RAINING!!!! lol.well i just thought i would share this with you.love you guys and i miss you guys.see you this coming weekend.

this is me and mason before mom made us move into the yard(they didnt want use to be in the way incase someone came up the drive)....

This is the cup after we got done with it.

Rain

i dont like the weather right now.it has rained 2 days straight.i wouldnt care if i could go out in play in it.i dont want to get sick.i just wish the sun would come out. it just makes the days so blah...

Thanks....

thanks for always being here for me,loving me for who i am,laughing with me and at me,being stupid together,for the love of your whole family,for church, for bringing me closer to God,for making me realize who I really am,for getting mad at me for being someone im not,for telling me the truth when i ask you if i look like i gained weight,for tellin me if my hair is messed up or my clothes dont look right.im thankful that i know that you will always be here for me when i need someone, or give good advice, or tell me who i can talk to that can help me with my problems if your not around.you are my best friend and i love you so much. you have brought me so close to God and to all of my new family at CFC!!!!if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be the person i am today.i love everybody at church and its all because of you. thanks so much.love ya big buddy!!!

Adding on...

this is adding on to what cortney was saying about the important things in life. she is so right about everything she wrote. we need to hold on to everything important to us because i believe thats what makes us whole...all the little sleep over,holidays,girls night out,the songs that make you laugh,smile,frown,or cry because they remind of a time in your life or thats was playing at a special time in your life, and all the memories of all the boyfriends or girlfriends you've ever had.thats what i think.because te people you do that stuff with arent going to be here all the time and you want something to hang on to.like when i got saved at church and i can remember kevin standing there with me holding my hand.i will always remember that.and that makes me happy that i can look back on that and tell my kids about it and i think that is whats special toever single one of us.all the memories we have play a special part in our lives and it makes us whole.its like the best times are the ones God wants you to remember not that bad ones.i think we remember the best things in life because God wants us to.aleast thats what i think.now its your turn....
what do you think? you tell me if you agree or disagree.

What girls want from there guys

-DONT ACT LIKE A PLAYER IN FRONT OF HER WHEN UR WITH UR FRIENDS
-CALL HER NAMES LIKE BABY, BABE, SWEET HEART, OR BABY GIRL
-MESS WITH HER HAIR
-GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN
-LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.
-KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS.
-TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL.
-L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER.
-LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.
-JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER.
-INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0.
-F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.
-L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE.
-TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P.
-H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.
-WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER.
-LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS.
-GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.
-TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK.
-STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK.
-WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER
-KISS HER F0REHEAD.
-GIVE HER THE W0RLD.
-WRITE HER LETTERS.
-LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES.
-WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER.
-LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT.
-LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS.
-KISS HER IN THE RAIN.
-CALL HER EVERY NIGHT.
-AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH HER, TELL HER.
-AND WHEN Y0U D0 TELL HER. L0VE HER LIKE Y0U NEVER L0VED BEF0RE.

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

i'm not ready for the cold weather:( i want it to be sunny and warm so i can where my flip-flops and shorts and tank tops...its is sooooo cold down here.this is a picture of a tree at my house and i took this in the middle of September.its so crazy....it is suppose to be 28 degrees tomorrow.thats so crazy!!!!the only good thing about the winter time is Christmas...because we get to celebrate Christ birthday and we get presents.but thats the only thing!!!!i just want it to be warm again.

Grandma Benge

well as some of you know kevins Grandma Benge(Toni's mom)is in the hospital for almost 4 days now and they cant figure out what is wrong.one minute shes fine and the next minute shes not doin to good.so if you all will please pray for her and his whole family right now because i know it must be really hard on them.so if you would just pray for them and especially her.I love ya Grandma!!!thanks guys:)

A Poem For Best Friends

FOR THE BEST FRIENDS

seems how everybody needs a best firend right now... i thought this poem could pretty much explains what everyone has to say to there best friends and it probably describes there friendship.

For My Best Friend

This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO.....?ME!!!

so...today is my 17th birthday.and this is me and my little brother at our birthday together.i think God everyday that i am alive for all the things in my life.and im just thinkful for all the people in my life.and i am just in such a good mood.i dont really have anything to say.so everybody have a good rest of the day.and God bless you all.love ya

God is powerful...

well i really wanted to go fishin before it got cold but i missed my chance because it is cold!!!i dont like the cold weather.

but anyway to the real thing....pray for cortney and all of will's family because it has got to be tough...i just went to step grandpas, i guess you could say he is my granpa,funeral and i was all upset but God has a plan for him up there so it is bettertodo what Gods wish is.they told a true story about how he was gambling one night and he had been drinking and he was shootin crabs and held his hand up and went to toss the dice and his hand wouldnt go down and he looked at the guys and said im done.and he was winning too.he said he knew that the Lord was tellin him that it was time to straightin up and ever since then he went to everything that had todowith church.i guess that just shows you how powerful God is.i didnt know what to think whenthey told me that story.alls i could say was "wow".it made me realize alot of things.

CFC RETREAT!!!!!!

WOW.....I HAD A BLAST!!!! the CFC retreat was so much fun.even though it rained we still had fun.and now my mom is having fun doing all of my muddy-wet laundry.lol!but it was still so much fun. us girls had alot of fun.we went out and played in mud puttles and went on trails and me and Amy got in a sort of mud fight.i started it and then she through onje and we were done but it was soooo much fun. the i think the funniest thing was seeing Pastor Bill go after Kevin.lol!that was great. it was really great though sittin around the camp fire of all hours of the night and just talkin to my best friend. i tell you what though my leg is killin me from walkin so much without the cruches.ive had them things for a week and i didnt use them at all.it was really funny seein me and Abby tryin to climb this really steep hill....i fell up the hill and then slide down....can you picture that.i had alot of fun though.i cant wait until next year!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH....I DONT HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY!!!!JUST PHYSICAL THEROPY.IM SO HAPPY.I DONT LIKE BEING PUT TO SLEEP FOR ANYTHING.GOD DOES WONDERS.JESSIE ALEXANDER PRAYED FOR ME AND SAID EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE AND NOW I DONT HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY!!!!IM SO HAPPY

maybe not.... :(

i might not be able to go on the retreat because if the doctor doesnt call and tell me whats wrong then we have to wait and mom doesnt want me to be walking on it like i have been because by walkin on it im makin it worse.so im might not be able to go.but im suppose to find out tomorrow what is wrong and if i have to have surgery:(so i hope i get to go because kevin told me how much fun it is.i would hate to miss out.

i cant wait for the RETREAT!!!!!!!!

i dont know.....

well....things are starting to get a little better.i never thought i could get through me and kevin breaking up.but being able to talk to people would make it alot better.so we sat down and talked about it and after i cried i felt alot better because i just spilt my guts to him and he stayed strong and that made it alot easier.we bothhave been prayin alot lately and its really startin to help.and i was always thinkin about us breakin up and he told me if you dont stop worrying your goin kill yourself.and i prayed and prayed the night that he took me home and i can actually say that im really glad that we are stil best friends and im glad he has found a new friend because he seems alot happier now.i will still be upset but God has helped alot.and i wouldn't have been able to accept the break up with Him and havin kevin to talk to.God is a big part of my life now and im really glad that kevin helped me find Him.Hes been a big help.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em outI’m not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to doIt’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I’m doin’ ItIt’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away show the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to doWhat hurts the most was beingso closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to do

i cant really explain what im writing but only one person knows what im talkin about.i cant seem to get this one thing about this one person off my head.ive never had this problem before.i tried to help this person and they were grateful for that and it really helped them out.but it made me feel worse.im the type of person that LOVES to help people out no matterwho they are and what they need help with and after i help them i usually feel good about.but this time i didnt.and i kidda know why but then again i dont.life is really tough and sometimes i wish there was an easy button for things.but then we wouldnt learn from things.i dont know if this maks any since to you guys but how about a little advice if it does.love ya

well i just got back from Dale Hallow and thats why i havent blogged in the last few days.i went fishing but i only caught these little fish.i went tubing and road jet skis!!! it was so mych fun but i fell off the tub and was flung across the water and it hurt.so im really sore now.but i had a BLAST!!!! i have bruises all over my knees from fallin off the tube.lol.well i will probablysee you guys on Sunday at Church.love ya.Annie

blah.....

have you ever had just one of those days where you just want lay around and do nothing? well i have and i have just had alot of things on my mind and its just kind of stressing.the picture pretty much explains it all.lol.well i went job hunting today and im really only doing that so i can get a car.i went to 3 different places. and then school is already become a pain.and if you know me i worry about everything.and ive been doing that alot lately.i dont want to go into detail some of you already know.but going to church and praying is helping alot and knowing that i have people here for me to talk to and give advice to me and that really helps to.but anyways enough about me.sorry i havent been blogging lately.i promise i will make a part of my routine again.well it will be 2 or three weeks before i see you guys again because im going to DALE HOLLOW!!! it will be alot of fun.and then my sister has to get her senior pictures taken but we might come down after that.so i will see you guys later.love ya

im back

well i got a new computer so now i can blog again.i dont really know what to say.i started school on the 10th so thats been keeping me busy. i hope all is well with everybody and i will see you all at church on sunday!love ya

My Baby

This is my baby and I dont think anybody could pull this look off.lol.by the look of this picture i guess you could say that they had alot of fun on the trip.now what he is doing in this picture i couldnt tell you.just thought i would share this funny picture with you.

Saved

I GOT SAVED!!!!last sunday all of us kids became alot closer to God and it felt awesome!im so glad i gave my heart to God and im glad i had Kevin by my side the whole time.i dont think i would of done if it wasnt for him.he can tell when i really want to do something i get really nerves and he will push me to do it.and i was really nervous and he pushed me to go.and im really glad he did.i love you kevin

HE'S BACK!!!!

yeah!!!!he's back.im so happy now because kevin is BACK!!!!now i get to see him this weekend.im trying to talk him in to going to the drive in.that would be really fun.we went the saturday be he left,it was fun.im just so happy he is back.

I MISS MY BABY!why did he have to leave?i am going to go crazy right along with cortney.i have hardly talked to him cause he is fishing and i dont want to bother him.and it would be so bad if i wasnt up here.because if i wasnt up here it would just be me missin him like always but i am up here and he isnt here with me and i miss him so much.me means so much to me and i just miss him so much.i wish this week would go by really fast.

Lindsay Marie Locker

ISN'T SHE THE CUTEST?! i havent got to see her yet but she will be @ Kevin's open house i think.i cant wait to see her.she is so adorable. i got this picture fro the hospital website. toni has ones from the hospital when she saw her and she is just the cutest thing ever.i cant wait to see her and pinch those chubby cheeks!

God's Cake

Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake" "Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way , they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful! God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart.Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.

It's A Girl!!!

Well, i just got off the phone with Toni and Kevin's sister in law Lacy just had a little girl!!so Kevin is an uncle for the 5th time.her name is Lindsey Marie Locker.I can't wait to see her.i'm just glad its not a boy.dont get me wrong I love those 4 rotten redneck boys to death but there needs to be a little girl in the family.I can't wait until this weekend.uncle kevin better take me to see her.lol.im just jokin baby.i love you.she weights 8lbs.and i am just so happy.

Well, his wish came true. today was his last day of school and his last year of high school.I'm so glad that I have got to spend the last 2 well almost 2 years of my life with Kevin. he has taught me and helped me with some much stuff in my life.I'm glad that i got to spend the last 2 years of his high school years.I've got to watch him really suceed in some much and it has really been a blessing to have him in my life.it will take alot for us to keep this relationship going but I really believe we can do it.I dont think it would be so hard if i was up there but we are going to try are hardest to keep this going.I love Kevin so much and I am so proud of him. I wish that I would have been there this year to spend his last year with him. he has been such an inspiration to me.and he is a big part of my life and i hope he always will be.I look forward to sharing his special day and hopefully my life with you.I love you Kevin and I'm so proud of you!love Annie

im back

hey everybody i finally got my computer working so i can post again.but i really dont have anything to say. this weekend i am going to see kevin and go to cortneys open house and then church and home.so i will see you all this weekend.love ya

sorry

sorry i havent been able to post lately.my computer crashed.so when it starts working i will post again.

Happy stuff.

These are the most comfortable shoes EVER!anyways...this weekend is Easter and on Easter me and kevin will be together for a year and 7 months.thats a long time.the weather is actually doing what I wanted it to do! the sun is shining and it is not raining or storming.yeah;)i love it.it makes me happy.it puts me in such a good mood.you get a good tan,wear shorts, and your FLIP FLOPS!!!its awesome. THANK GOD FOR THE GOOD WEATHER! anyways I don't really know what to talk about.I had a good day today. and I am going on a diet now and I'm walking everyday.so I hope to see an improvement.i hate my hips. when I have kids and if they are anything like me they will be cursed with big hips:(lol. well i will stop blabbing.well see you all soon.love ya

it sucks

it sucks really bad because it has been raining all week.i had to walk in it today to get to one of my classes and i was not very happy.i was wet and cold and to top it off i had a headache.i hate all the rain and storms.i wish we would have some good weather cause this weather sucks.

*It's Over but Its Coming Up*

Well spring break is over but the summer is movin in.I cant wait until this summer.I will have my licenses and I will be driving down to see Kevin when ever i want.well i will have to ask first.but alot.spring break ended to soon.but we get an even longer vacation in 2months.I cant wait.

Me and Toni

Well today me and Toni went Chinese with Beth, Abby,and Brenda.It was so good. i ate so much.but it was really good.we went to the Kings Buffet. after that we went to Cato and looked around but we didnt ind anything.we are going to go to Kevin's baseball game after while.its his first so I hope he does good.so wish him luck.but anyways.we had fun we were there for about hour and half before we left.half the time we were talking. but we had fun.hope to do it again.(this picture has nothing to do with this blog i just thought it was pretty and i liked it.so thats why its on here.)

Girls Day

It's Cheeseburger in Paradise!Ok anyways,me and Cortney had a BLAST!!!we had the best time ever.we talked about our guys.which they will never know what we said!!!we boh order the same thing and they gave us sooo much food we couldn't eat it all. it was crazy!!!well here is the funny part of the day.we got lost coming home and had to call Denny and Kevin and Dustin were making fun of us.Cortney got directions there but not back and silly us we didn't know if you went south that you go back north to get home!!!it was funny.so we call Denny and he tells us how to get back home and we finally get home.we went and got Amy and she stayed the night with me and Cortney.but before we went to church that night we went and payed Lisa a little visit.can you guess why?no?well we went and played in her mud @ the back of her house it was so much fun!!!Lisa took pictures of us and i will have to get her to send them to me.but that was my day with Cortney and then Amy.

*I Can't Wait*

Well I can't wait until Friday because that day starts my spring break.I'm so glad to.I am going to be down there all week.me and miss Cortney are going to have our Girls Night Out on saturday.then go to church on sunday.its going to be fun.plus i'll get to be with Kevin when he gets out of school:)I hope the last 2 days go by really fast.just a few more days and I will be free from school and ALL the DRAMA that goes on at this school.I'm starting to think that it is worse than Knightstown when it comes to all the gossip and all the drama.thats hard to believe I know. but n-e-ways.its going to be a blast!I cant wait:)

*Snowing*

Well...this is what the ground looks like at my house.full of snow.we didn't have school today because of the snow and neither did eastern but knightstown did.that makes no since because we didnt even get over 3 inches of snow and Bailey said that they got more than that.but I have spent the whole day doing homework and let me tell you that it has been very boring.my moms flowers were just starting to bloom, not now the snow killed them.i dont really like the snow the only thing it is good for is playing in.well i dont really have anything else to say.love ya

*Love Ya*

This is for Kevin. it remined me of us.
I Love You Baby!I had so much fun this weekend. i actually did good bowling for once. we will have to do it again when you and Dustin get back fron your fishing trip. I will MISS you baby.
I LOVE YA DARLIN'!lol! love ya.

*~*GIRL'S DAY*~*

Well...this coming Saturday Dustin and Kevin are leaving to go on a fishing trip with Denny...O,what fun me and Miss Cortney are going to have. we are thinking about going to Cheese Burger in Paradise but we haven't figured out what else we are going to do.but we are going to have so much fun.I can't wait until Saturday.

3/16/06

On 3/16/03 will make it a year a half for me and Kevin.Im SOOOOOOOOO happy. I can't believe we have made it this far. I love him SOOOO much. He makes me so happy.he his there for me when I need him and I'm there for him he needs me. we were like made each other. I am begining tothink that God wants us to be together because if He didn't I don't think we would still be together. but we have worked out our problems. and im sooooo glad that we did. I Love Him SOOOOOOO Much. and He Means SOOOO Much To Me.I will never forget your first kiss it was behind a hay bail and we were playin hide-n-seek in the dark.it was at my little sister's birthday party.the very next day you called and asked me out.ever since that day he has taught me so many things and ever since we've been together I've been SOOOOOOOO HAPPY! everytime I'm around him I get in a good mood.we can never stay mad at each other longer than a day.and i love it that way.So THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO much for being here for me.this has been the best year and a half of my life and I wouldn't ask for anybody else to share it with.I Love You So Much Baby and you will always have a special place in my heart.your my best friend and you always will be.love you forever and for always.
love your baby girl.

I would love to become really close friends too...?

Of coarse this answer is Cortney.I would love to get to know
Cortney because she gives such good advice and she seems like the type of person who I could trust just like Bailey. Cortney is such a sweet girl and i would love to get to know her better. she always makes people smile no matter what kind of mood they are in. she has helped me out so much and that means alot to me.i really hope that we grow closer and that we can be really good friends.love ya girly
Annie

LOVE

How can you tell if you in love?well i think i figured it out.its when the one you love will go out of their way to make you have a good day.or when they cheer you up with you are down.who will tell you good night before you hang up the phone.who calls to tell you they love you just because and thats all they say.who will stick up for you and be there to help you every step of the way.it doesn't really matter if you don't have everything in common.just make sure you do have things in common.you loves you for who you are and hates it when you act different around people because he loves it when you are just yourself.who doesn't care if you wear make up or wear really nice clothes to try to impress him because he thinks you are beautiful the way you are.who loves you for you and not what you look like.who will always work things out before they get worse.thats what i think it is.
I have found that person.and its Kevin.he does all of that and more.through think-n-thin, by my side he's always been.he hates it when i dont be myself around other people.he doesnt care what i look like or if i wear make up or even dress up.and i love him for that.all that stuff i listed above is verything he does.ive never met a guy like him.he is truely the one i to be with.im not like alot of girls.i might dress girly and all but im not that big of a girly girl.I love to play in the mud,i like big trucks,i like to go mudding,get dirty, and i love food.just ask Kevin because we went to eat Chinese one night and he bet me i couldn't eat that much and i ate more than he did.i ot sick a few hours later but i did it and he was there to take care of me.when i got my wisdom teeth cut out at 9:00 on a Saturday morning as soon as i got home he was there and didnt leave until 11:30 at night. i had to have cotton in my mouth and when they needed to be changed he helped me and when i needed a new ice pack he got up and got me one.anything i needed he did it for me.and i love him so much.he like my other half.and i wouldnt be me with out him.I LOVE YOU BABY!below is a poem that reminds me of Kevin.

"How do you know if he really loves you?

When you scream

and he calms you.

When you slap him

and he kisses you.

When you cry

and he hugs you.

When you tell him you hate him

and he tells you he loves you!"

But I would never tell him i hate him.so if you think you know your in LOVE a different way let me know I might feel the same way.So what do you think?